*Part two of my blog mini-series ;)
"We're in Haiti"...A life quote I've come to know very well. Oh, our driver was supposed to be here an hour ago...meh, we're in Haiti. What, he cooked the entire goat in the soup...ah, we're in Haiti. This quote is equivalent to the old-school phrase "Psych!" which is also a frequent. As laid back as I thought I was with time, I've discovered a whole new level of nonchalance. I've also discovered how this directly ties into the value you place on the deadline and the amount of respect you show to those relying on your punctuality. Does any of this mean I'll actually start to be on time once I come home? Haha, psych!
I've also learned I'm both stronger and weaker than I thought I was. While in Aux Cadets, God created a unique learning experience. Because of the rain, we had some free time to play with the children. The kids and I were down by the soccer field one afternoon when they told me there was a boy sitting by himself in the nearby corn field. There was a group of probably 25 kids around me when I went over to see what was the matter. As I got to the boy, I could see he had a very blank, distant stare that didn't even flinch as my mob approached. I knelt down beside him and noticed both of his eyes were dark and swollen. After some broken Creole and a translator, I found out he had been beaten by his mom. Stronger part-by the grace of God I was actually able to think semi-clearly, got his name (Gison) and took him up to the clinic where Kat, Jeremy, Christine, Neal, and our translator, Cardinye, helped figure out what the best next step was. Long story short, come to find out from the mother, the boy had also been behaving very irresponsibly so they talked to the mother about different ways of approaching discipline. They also discussed with Gison about better ways to spend his time. (Side note-One of the great things about us moving to the mountain is we can represent FH as we follow up on this family.)
Later that night during devotion time, we had some really deep worship to give everyone a chance to process what happened earlier. I had not realized how much I rely on my family until they weren't available at the push of a button. I remember fighting to keep it all together and praying to God that I just wanted to call my family. Then, Nicki sat down next to me and put her arm around my shoulder. Weaker part-I broke down. God blew me away by showing me that, as Christians, we are all family. Both the believers on the team and the believers in the community are already part of my family. I thought I would be stronger for the team by keeping my emotions in check; in reality, I think it was the broken humility that meant more than my so-called "strength".
God's already taught me so much about myself and life in general with just the three weeks that have passed. I've had to check my attitude a couple of times :) but I'm all the more grateful for the opportunities to rely on God's strength instead of my own.
This is Gison a couple of days after our first meeting. He came to participate in our medical clinic and distribution, and he looked great!







